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Name: honeyrockwell New Member   Title: not committed, but in love

First, three children, second a business, third, no wedding, and all this within six years. There's definate chemistry. There's definately love. We are desperate to be a family.
But, I can't forget/forgive the mistakes we've made. There's been physical abuse (from stress and or alcohol as the instagator). I've been in therapy sessions every year we've been together. Finally, I cheated on him, drank too much and recklessly drove my jeep. The jeep was severely damaged-I drove over the biggest curb ever made.
The jeep is fixed, I've stopped drinking, I saw a therapist every other week for one year, and i am now taking anti depressents.
We are actually still together. There are severe issues here. I want to leave. I only want to leave because he is unaware of his violent streak, his arrogence, his stress.
Should i tell him I cheated. I'm not committed to him, but i do (with what i know to be love) I do love him.

Name: Miss__Lead New Member

I'm confused.. why are you on a divorce website if you aren't married?